Welcome back (with a hat)

It's been a while since I wrote an existential crisis post, so it's about time!

Honestly, it's just been a while since I was able to blog consistently and the internet is such a different place to what it used to be. In fact, I'm in a different place to where I used to be - ha ha, that's a joke.

Anyway, while I was back in Sydney I found some writings I did when I was just a bright eyed, cynical, existentialist girl in high school. Yup, at the ripe old age of 13 I was making fun of random stock prices, teachers, and the futility of it all. Then in the car the other day I explained Nietszche to the kids (who are now at the age I was, except, much more adjusted) and maybe it's the combination of these things that encouraged me to come back to this place and write again!

Or, maybe not.

I think there's a need for me to write. It isn't just for mindfulness or posterity or anything like that. It's not even for anybody in the audience. I think I do it for myself, for the Phoebe that was yesterday, and the Phoebe that will be tomorrow, to remind her what things were like right now... in this moment of existence, that I had a thought, and I wrote it down.